What are the choices in life - Be the real me...

Be the real me?
Why are these things repeating exactly like how it is before??
Do I allow the old mistakes to be repeated again?
Will I follow my instincts this time?

Life is all about choices..
And how we choose, we will have to live on with it..
If we think it is, then it will be..
If we think it is not, then it will be not..
So, what is the verdict?
So, what are my choices???

Why are choices in life to be so painstakingly difficult???
Is this a test from the divine?
Is it a test from the universe?
Is it a test from our unconscious to the conscious mind???
At times, I feel like crying and retreat from this world..
Stay away from every human beings..
Just like a frightened little child of the strangeness in the surroundings..
Just be all alone, contemplate and meditate..
Cuz I refuse to face the world face on???
Perhaps..

However, I am moving at my own pace - a step at a time, learning from experiences…
Slowly and surely…
But in the end… all those choices, decisions and verdicts…
Will it be accepted?
Will it be shunned?
Will it be unquestionable?
I wished I know…
Unfortunately, I don’t…
That is the wonders of life and its path…
It is so full of surprises~!!!
As I was once told, there is no coincidences~!!!

Our path crossed – may it be fleeting or lengthy – I will always remember this:
We are all here together to experience learning from each other…
To understand, realize and better ourselves – as not to repeat the mistakes of the past…
So we could move on, improve and help others…

The Universe does have its own unique ways to help us learn..
ALL THE BEST~!!!

Be Happy – Now and ever after…

Have you ever go to bed cranky, grumpy or mad?
Every person will definitely have to go through this.
On my own experience, I have gone to bed with negative emotions and I will wake up with the same negative emotions the next day.
It will be at times good and at times worst than the day before.
Why do these phenomena happen?
Is it due to the energy emitted by one before they sleep?

To my humble point of view, I do feel that this concept is also applicable to ‘DEATH’.
What do we need to do to prepare ourselves to 'DEATH'?
To have good thoughts, do not have clinging emotions or attachments and to be happy – this will get you into a mode with positive vibrations and positive energy.
I feel that this is like ‘going to sleep’ happy and ‘wake up’ happy too.
‘Going to sleep’ is a term we use for dying and ‘wake up’ is related to rebirth.

So, when we go to bed happy and we will wake up happy too..
Does that mean better rebirth?
I don't know.. No one knows..

It is a simple thought that I myself understand and I would love to share this five cents worth of thoughts with everyone here.

Being free from attachment, being free from worldly material possessions and being able to let go and move on in life..

I will always remember this myself..

Money.. Money.. Money..

Money..
Money not enough?
How much is deemed enough?
Is money your best companion?

The poor would say that money is the root to all evil..
The rich would say money is nothing without happiness..
The materialistic would say that with money I can buy everything that I dreamt of..

So, how do we see this perspective?
What is right and what is wrong?

I saw money split up friendships..
I saw money split up family bonds..
I saw money split up relationships..

Where do we go from here???

From my humble point of view..
Too much of anything is bad..
Therefore, opt for moderation..
When we see it from that perspective,
Nothing will ever go wrong..
Maybe I might be right..
Maybe I might be wrong..
Well, it will be up to oneself to determine it..

So, stop thinking about money..
Go seek out one’s passion and strength..
Whatever one do, do it right and give the best in it..
Thus, money will come rolling in to you..

So, what are we waiting for??
Life live~!

My Constant Ramblings...

What do you want in life?
What are your desires?
What is your purpose in life?
What are the choices available?

We are faced with choices every singles day.
Do we seize the opportunities when we are face to face with it?
Or do we procrastinate with the ultimate indecisiveness in life?
Do we deem to regret and sulk when the choices are made wrongly and missed the opportunity?

Choices in life can be wonderful and can be painful too.

For me, there is so much that I wanted to tell the world.
Unfortunately, I have not found my key to do so.
I squirm and struggle to break free from this limitation that is holding me down.
I kick! I scream! I fight!!!
But still, I am disappointed with the outcome that I see at the end of each turmoil.
Why?
What happened?
What is pulling me back from expressing?
It is like something cooking – not in a slow cooker but more likely to be in a pressure cooker..
I have seen light last night.
Perhaps, I might be too focus-centered; when it comes to careers.
That may be the cause of my frustrations, tightness in person and too serious at times.

I will focus-centered still – focused to the final outcome I wanted more consistently. : D

I did not realize that I have been doing all these things for so long.
The only thing is that I do not know is that I do not know what it is call, how is it done effectively and how to maintain it steadily..
Now, I know how it is suppose to be and I can see what I want to achieve..

New beginning . New challenge . New life . New exposure . New experience .

New beginning . New challenge . New life . New exposure . New experience .

Everything is here for a reason.
Everything happens for a reason.
Everything exists for a reason.

Reflecting over the years, everyone has gone through a lot of ups and downs. Of course we will definitely wish for more ups than downs. Everyone definitely have their own sets of stories to ramble about. For me, I will just mind my own business – reflecting on what I have done through, what I am experiencing now and what do I expect in the future.

Live is so meaningful with so many reasons.
What does all the meaning means,
It is solely up to the very individual to comprehend.
Deciphering needs patience, skills and experience..

Well, what are we waiting for?
Live life and paint the white canvas with the happiest colour of life~!!!