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Lovely Day....

2010-11-20T21:34:00.001+08:00

November 20, 2010.. it is a saturday..
It is a lovely day to enjoy the weekends after such a long while... Being able to swim (but got a cut on my palm from the pool & it is gonna heal real good and fast ' P ), watched a movie (unstoppable) and had great delicious meal with my dear friend... Got a track-bottom... Rearranged my warm and delightful room... Now sipping red wine (gift from a caring and thoughtful friend).. listening to hayley westenra (my gift to you) and reading Paulo Coelho's book.. lazing in a comfy bed and great air-conditioned temperature... these are the tiny little things that i appreciate in life..

I love you..
You are the best friend, companion I have had..
You were there when I was happy, you were there when I am sad..
You were there when I am laughing.. You were there when I am crying..
You never fail to be there.. I love you..
This is how I have come to understanding... love... honesty... gratitude... effort... appreciation.. that are the words I can say out loud..
I am connecting with you now.. as I realised that you are the ever faithful and always there for me.. no matter what happens.. ' )
I love you.. I love you.. I love you.. ~

Are we ready to go forward?
No one is ready..
But do you dare to make the leap?
Take risks in life?
Make every moment count?
Live in the present all the time~!
Most of all, I know you are always there.. with me.. always..
Thank you..

Live Life~!

:: Path Of Life ::

2010-09-07T00:16:00.001+08:00

Life is a path that everyone have to walk,

A path that is so uncertain, so adventurous or plain,

It is a journey of experience, learnings and understanding,

To walk it alone or not is an eventual choice for one to decide...

If it is a path that I have to walk,

I would in a way or another walk it,

As it is all already being written prior to my existence,

I would prefer to talk it with someone...

Someone who I can share with,

Someone who I can talk to,

Someone who shares back,

Someone who is willing to share their life with another...

I would be the master of myself,

I would choose and decide,

Unless, there is no other choice left for me to choose from...

What would you do?

Life Live~!

what makes a person whole..

2010-03-02T02:10:00.003+08:00

It is being themselves.. being consciously and unconsciously conscious.. even by showing some of their imperfections.. yet perfecting it along the way by themselves..

>> perfectly imperfect yet imperfectly perfect... that makes a person unique...

Life Live~!

Individual Programming in Life..

2010-02-25T22:54:00.003+08:00

Below is the experience from my own point of view... on how I see things as how it is...

After repeating this theory that come to me by chance; time after time; I decided to document it down and share it with everyone.

Our life is driven by two major factors:
x: The family programming that goes on from generation to generation and we are affected by it for we are born into this family. The programming can span out horizontally as far as our eyes can see, thru generations. They are like repetitive patterns that runs through generations.. Observe and see what are the patterns in one's family... for example similar repeating patterns in great-grandparents, grand-parents, parents, siblings, children, grand-children, great-grandchildren, etc..

y: The other factor is a vertical factor that is downloaded directly affecting us and not so much of the family lineage itself. It is also something that we are not able to see clearly and seemed to be as an invisible force, no direct reference. This factor is the soul factor, past life’s karmic programming or learning lessons that we are to learn as an individual in this present life.

Intersection point of x:y axis: where we are now.

Life Live~!

(*more updates on examples to be added from time to time...)

Environments! Environments! Environments!

2010-01-20T11:34:00.003+08:00

Mother Earth aka Gaia is in pain… Perhaps she is not… May she be or may she not, she may be growing and its entire occupant is also growing with her… Humans are on the top of the hierarchy and what are we doing in making things better? All most human does is of self interest and one sided only.. Why do I say that? Reason being, there is no balance in the walk, the awareness… Mostly talks… The endless wait for each to begin first, some pointing of fingers on who should show those so called ‘good examples’… endless debate, discussion and even arguments but where are all these all leading us to? Maybe somewhere with a snail pace!

Am happy with all who are making the effort of making it better for all… It all starts from you… Yeah, you! You, the one that is reading this now! You can make the difference, can you not? I would like to take this opportunity to thank all that are already taking the very effort to make the difference.. May it individuals, family to companies, corporations and organizations! Thank you… Thank you… Thank you…

Go Green! Be Green! Save Earth! Recycle!
Dispose trash into the correct coloured and icon bin; paper; plastic; glass – at home, office, shopping malls, etc.. That is a good start. Give yourself a pat on the back! Then what?

How? What? Why?
1. Recycle
a. Daily items – bags, use paper that is being recycled, etc…

2. Be a Vegan
a. Vast amount of land to be cleared for:
i. Poultry as the animals needs space to grow (not to mention on how most of them are mutilated in their growing up stage to the time they are harvest for their meat!)
ii. Vegetation as animals mostly feed on plants to grow (there goes our heritage, treasure of precious trees, plants and inhabitants that co-exist together with it)
b. How much is needed to be fed to animals for them to produce enough meat to feed all?
c. Healthy option to a better living
i. Know the correct dietary content from plants and vegetables to have a balanced diet.
ii. With the entire wide spread on illness of poultries, makes human suffer more. Poultries are not well taken care off most of the time, hygiene, welfare and space all incur cost to owners. Most owners would mostly overlook these to maximize productivity and profit.

3. Go Solar
a. Harness the use of how the universe is. Use the Sun. Solar panels are installed for heating of water supply and also to generate electricity for household use. It can also feed back to the grid for all to use (of course with the consent, collaboration of power/electricity provider of each country).

4. Use biodegradable products in daily life
a. Non Biodegradable items needs more process to break down the components of the product. It also takes more years to disintegrate. Whereas, biodegradable items are designed in a way that it would do earth more use by breaking apart thru time, rain and shine.
b. Detergents – clothes, dish washers, shampoos, etc are at times containing chemicals that not only poison us but could pollute our water and subsequently earth as well.

5. Use non-CFC products
a. Check the content used on aerosol spray, hair spray, air-conditioning, fridge, car, etc

6. Use Technology – paperless environment
a. Documents – print only when necessary
b. Use email instead of snail mails
c. Use digital camera instead of film based camera
d. Use chat or skype for chat, voice or video conferencing instead of be there meeting face to face

7. Be energy efficient
a. Safe electricity and water.
b. Have proper insulations and ventilations of homes, offices, buildings to be energy efficient.
c. Design of homes to allow sunlight to come in and avoids access heat from getting into homes.
d. Use LED Lights
i. Energy efficient and also environmental friendly. Longer life span and it do not contain mercury and other harmful ingredients to Gaia either in time of production or disposal of item.

8. Car Pool + driving at off peak times to prevent contributing to the traffic jam and carbon monoxide party by burning more fuels in the jam.

9. Use of soya / soy sauce – use only the necessary content. Try not to pour it into the water system.

10. Plant trees, plants, …

NOTE:
All these information is for reference only. If you are by any chance disagreeable to it, google for it for more information. Else, just forget about it. Those who google and check for more information, share them with me! I am more than interested to know more about it too.. ‘ ) Thank you. May all goodness be with you at all times.

Live Life~!

2010-01-15T12:50:00.003+08:00

Got this in my mail box.. from a friend... meaningful..
The story goes.. I would like to thank the person who wrote this nice story.. Thank you..

- - -
Breakfast at McDonald's

This is a good story and is true, please read it all the way through until the end! (After the story, there are some very interesting facts!):

I am a mother of three (ages 14, 12, 3) and have recently completed my college degree.

The last class I had to take was Sociology.

The teacher was absolutely inspiring with the qualities that I wish every human being had been graced with.

Her last project of the term was called, 'Smile.'

The class was asked to go out and smile at three people and document their reactions.

I am a very friendly person and always smile at everyone and say hello anyway. So, I thought this would be a piece of cake, literally.

Soon after we were assigned the project, my husband, youngest son, and I went out to McDonald's one crisp March morning.

It was just our way of sharing special playtime with our son.

We were standing in line, waiting to be served, when all of a sudden everyone around us began to back away, and then even my husband did.

I did not move an inch... an overwhelming feeling of panic welled up inside of me as I turned to see why they had moved.

As I turned around I smelled a horrible 'dirty body' smell, and there standing behind me were two poor homeless men.

As I looked down at the short gentleman, close to me, he was 'smiling'

His beautiful sky blue eyes were full of God's Light as he searched for acceptance.

He said, 'Good day' as he counted the few coins he had been clutching.

The second man fumbled with his hands as he stood behind his friend. I realized the second man was mentally challenged and the blue-eyed gentleman was his salvation.

I held my tears as I stood there with them.

The young lady at the counter asked him what they wanted.

He said, 'Coffee is all Miss' because that was all they could afford. (If they wanted to sit in the restaurant and warm up, they had to buy something. He just wanted to be warm).

Then I really felt it - the compulsion was so great I almost reached out and embraced the little man with the blue eyes.

That is when I noticed all eyes in the restaurant were set on me, judging my every action.

I smiled and asked the young lady behind the counter to give me two more breakfast meals on a separate tray.

I then walked around the corner to the table that the men had chosen as a resting spot. I put the tray on the table and laid my hand on the blue-eyed gentleman's cold hand.

He looked up at me, with tears in his eyes, and said, 'Thank you.'

I leaned over, began to pat his hand and said, 'I did not do this for you. God is here working through me to give you hope.'

I started to cry as I walked away to join my husband and son. When I sat down my husband smiled at me and said, 'That is why God gave you to me, Honey, to give me hope..'

We held hands for a moment and at that time, we knew that only because of the Grace that we had been given were we able to give.

We are not church goers, but we are believers.

That day showed me the pure Light of God's sweet love.

I returned to college, on the last evening of class, with this story in hand.

I turned in 'my project' and the instructor read it.

Then she looked up at me and said, 'Can I share this?'

I slowly nodded as she got the attention of the class.

She began to read and that is when I knew that we as human beings and being part of God share this need to heal people and to be healed.

In my own way I had touched the people at McDonald's, my son,the instructor, and every soul that shared the classroom on the last night I spent as a college student.

I graduated with one of the biggest lessons I would ever learn:

UNCONDITIONAL ACCEPTANCE.

Much love and compassion is sent to each and every person who may read this and learn how to

LOVE PEOPLE AND USE THINGS - < br>
NOT LOVE THINGS AND USE PEOPLE.

There is an Angel sent to watch over you.

In order for her to work, you must pass this on to the people you want watched over.

An Angel wrote:
Many people will walk in and out of your life, but only true friends will leave footprints in your heart

To handle yourself, use your head..
To handle others, use your heart.

Live Life~!

* A B O U T L I F E ! *

2009-11-19T20:21:00.004+08:00

Each morning I wake up and say to myself,
I have two choices today..
I can choose to be in a good mood or
I can choose to be in a bad mood..
I always choose to be in a good mood...

Each time something bad happens,
I can choose to be a victim or
I can choose to learn from it..
I always choose to learn from it...

Every time someone comes to me complaining,
I can choose to accept their complaining or
I can point out the positive side of life..
I always choose the positive side of life...

Life is all about choices.
When you cut away all the junk,
Every situation is a choice.
You choose how you react to situations.
You choose how people will effect your mood.
You choose to be in a good moor or bad mood,
It's your choice how you live your life~!

- Choose wisely.. there is no right or wrong.. there is only best and wise choice to oneself.. -

~***While cleaning and clearning my belongings, I found this write up about life...
I totally agree and it strongly reflect how I take life now.. whoever who wrote this, just wanna let you know it is great piece~!***~

Live Life~!

Life . Love . Live .

2009-08-04T11:58:00.003+08:00

Law of attraction, abundance, positive thinking, etc,
Is true to me.. however it may at times sounds too good to be true as well,
This is mainly due to the self - the negative programming that we are exposed to,
Conditioned us in a way to what we are today,
Filled with doubt, fear and greed,
These conditioning is a way of survival to the rest in generations before,
However, it is no longer applicable to the generations to come,
We are all struggling more and more to break free from these negative programming,
Trying all our might; reaching out to a new set of programming,
It is mainly an external struggle to set it right.

When one slow down and take some time to look within to evaluate the existing programs,
Practising love from within and along the way eradicate the programs that no longer functions or applicable,
Replacing with new sets of programs that is so filled with love,
Bringing joy and happiness in every aspect to self,
Seeing the world of duality is a classroom for all to learn,
with good intention, positive thinking and attract all abundance to oneself from the

Universe and Gaia,
Being provided for to spread the truth and love,
Raising one's vibrational rate in the process,
To discover that we are all energy being in the end,
Filled with light to illuminate the world.

Live Life~!

Aware . Contemplate . Evolve .

2009-08-02T14:01:00.001+08:00

When one experience darkness and during time to trials,
Look within self with the guidance from the source creator,
One will discover light, even from a distance, guiding one along the way,
Faith is what is needed to walk this road,
Which then leads to a journey of discovery, a journey of a lifetime,
To the purpose of oneself being in existence,
Learning and experiences oneself encounters,
Leading to the evolution of mankind and Gaia,

By taking the first step of being in love,
Love oneself by caring and providing for oneself,
Till the love overflows to those closest to them,
and thus, taking the journey of love,
Towards every beings that comes into contact with them,
Shall feel loved and begin to create love within themselves as well,
Healing mankind and Gaia along the process by rediscovering love,
Leading all to be ready to accept and welcome the next great shift.

Live Life~!

The state of doing nothing..

2009-08-01T20:16:00.003+08:00

Today is the day that I experience and realised total peace..
Total peace by just doing nothing in particular..
Total peace by just doing nothing of importance..
Just lay there reading but do not know what i am reading..
Playing games and quizzes but do not know what i have played..
Dozing yet do not know how long i have been sleeping..
Time passes by so peacefully..
No rush.. No hurry.. Nada..
Total peace.. Total serenity.. Total calmness..

It is a total in-between states..
with only portion of things happens that is registered consciously..
Being totally aware of my state..
The state that i am in now..
The state of doing nothing..
The state of total peace..
The state of a wondrous feeling..

Live Life~!

Progress In Life...

2009-07-15T22:18:00.001+08:00

it has been ages since i last posted anything here..

today is the day,
that i knew why my heart aches,
earlier in the days of this week,
felt the aching, burning, immensely sad..

with no apparent reason,
the heart is sadden,
weeping silently at work,
the heartfelt feeling so intense..

change happens faster and faster,
live life the detached way,
to be able to treat life as a learning experience,
with every turn of time is felt...

life is but a temporary learning avenue,
for us all to experience and learn,
for us all to move forward and to evolve,
into a better and stronger person in return...

life here is just but a fleeting moment,
tears flow like an endless river,
to cleanse every sorrow and grief,,
to make way for a new beginning...

what is the purpose of life?
what is the contract to be here?
what is the price to pay not to be aligned with one's sole purpose?
what is the purpose of being here?

~ be grateful, be strong, be wise. thank you for being there... thank you for sharing... thank you...

~ love always...
~ every ending, is also the beginning...
~ LIVE LIFE~!

Bert Hellinger’s Systemic Therapy

2009-02-04T19:33:00.002+08:00

Bert Hellinger has created a startling and deeply healing way to explore and understand the limitations we impose on our success and health in life, professionally and personally. He has provided a way which allows us to see our agreement to conditions which both constrain us and, often, have little to do with us.

Hellinger discovered that the fates of those earlier in our families influence those who come later. Bert Hellinger noticed the presence and observed the actions of the family conscience which guards the integrity of the family system. What Hellinger has articulated are hidden orders supporting the flow of systemic energy in the service of bonding. In families, this energy is love; when these orders are ignored, love is harmed and family members, usually children, come under systemic pressure to balance the harm. Bert Hellinger’s systemic therapy provides a way of restoring balance to the system and alignment with what is. Because of the focus on the individual, family and greater consciences, or souls, this work is said to explore the movements of the soul.

extracted from Bert Hellinger's site

Awareness and Thinking

2009-02-04T19:23:00.002+08:00

There are many ways to approach truth. I myself pursue one course that I know well but many others run alongside it. It’s curious however that, though there are many composers, no two have discovered the same melody. Each has his own insight. Every melody is different and each, in its own way, beautiful.

No two people can have the same insight about the same thing. If they both have an insight about the same thing, that of one differs slightly from that of the other. Fullness cannot be confined to one course.

Some people shirk awareness in that they make an assertion or raise an objection that they have thought up without any deeper understanding of what it is they are asserting. Making such assertions is cheap. Anyone can do it, even a fool. But when awareness meets awareness both are enhanced by the encounter.

Thinking without awareness always revolves around the same thing - whatever is familiar. From thinking alone insight cannot arise. Insight emerges from awareness. Then thinking ensues. Insight begins with awareness and is developed through the process of thinking.

by Bert Hellinger

Understand . Respect . Love . (U.R.L.)

2009-01-31T09:42:00.001+08:00

Understand, appreciate and being grateful
of things happening around us daily is a gift – of experience and learning,
Understanding is really important..
To understand it is as good not understanding when it is taken for granted..
Why do humans have to be doing such a thing?
How do we go about cultivating it more in oneself?
To understand, respect and love one another?
Treasure the existence on Earth and being thankful for the great experience?
However, before that – understand oneself first…

Respect God,
Respect Elders,
Respect Family,
Respect Loved Ones,
Respect Friends,
Respect Colleagues,
Respect each other…
Most importantly – respect oneself first…

Love – there is many kind of it.
Universal Love,
Family Love,
Motherly Love,
Fatherly Love,
Sibling Love,
Friendship Love,
Romantic Love,
and many more…
What is love when one does not even know how to love oneself?

Yin and Yang? Black and White? Yes and No? Female and Male?
Does one have to feel sad in order to feel happy?
Does one have to feel detest in order to feel love?
Does one have to go through misunderstandings in order to understand?

Where is the balance and equality?
Balance is extremely important.
Being stereotype, sexist and double standard will not help in cultivating the balance.
Balance is being obtained from careful cultivation – of understanding, trust, respect and love.

We are all here to learn – as the mind is a vast data storage area..
We are here to experience life, love and gather knowledge…
One will always be ignorant of it until one is willing to accept, understand, respect and love.
Do not do things that one does not want being done onto oneself…
It will sadden me much to know – see, hear, feel, taste and smell such an event or experience in the society…

What is life?
Life is all about choices…
Choose wisely…

Live Life~!!!

Life Purpose! Is there one?

2009-01-03T08:40:00.003+08:00

What is the purpose of life?
Why are we here?
What are we suppose to do?

Life to many is full of obstacles, pain and sufferings..
But do we know that when this happens, it will have a turn towards betterment...
Perhaps, all these might be a form of test?
- Testing our patience, faith and knowledge...

On what we have learnt throughout a particular given timeframe - a week? a month? a year? a decade? A LIFETIME!
Also for us humans to reflect back and contemplate on what we have done, achieved and accomplished.

We have evolved so much that we come to neglect the simplicity of things in life..
The simplicity of things we are to see and experience in a lifetime... Love...
We have involved in the material world chase - A never ending one...
Wake up... Wake up... Wake up...

Look within oneself and ask, search and embrace the findings...
To me, life here on Earth is most blessed.
Thus, live life -
Live the NOWwww...

(Diedre and Chris, thank you for your insights.. Am slowly coming to see what it is meant and how it is to be.. + thank the person who pulls us all together too..)

Wants, Needs, Desires

2008-12-30T20:08:00.000+08:00

What do you want?
There are a lot of things that one want in life…
That one crave for,
That one will die for,
That one will sacrifice for,
That one will abandon everything for…

Materials?
Companions?
Happiness?
Pleasures?
Power?
Fame?
Greed?
Passion?
Hobby?
Believe?
etc…

What do you want?
What’s your believe?
What drives you?

Life Is Wonderful

2008-12-03T03:10:00.000+08:00

Life Is Wonderful
If one is brave enough to embrace life at face value,
Will one be able to experience a wonderful life?
No one will have the answer until one try…
Or perhaps, one just needs to go with the flow instead of fighting it…

To be leading and experiencing a wonderful life,
One are at times being in a vulnerable state,
Being so truthful, trusting, understanding and at times,
Went too deep and ended up risking being betrayed.

But if one does not surrender to life,
How does one able to understand it?
How does one able to experience it?
How does one able to say that one lived in the present to the fullest?

Surrender one’s life?
Surrender life to the universe?
It is always easier said than done..
How does one go about to realized it?

It is speech over action…
or perhaps, action over speech?

I do not know..
Will anyone be able to help guide me through?
I call upon the power of the divine, cosmic or universe..
To the one thing that everyone have to accept experience and cherish…

What is it?
What does it do?
What will one learn from it?
What are the causes of it?

I do not know as I am very ignorant about it..
The answers …
The answers to how ‘life is wonderful’?
With the strong positive intention, it will be realized..

I hoped that I to think of it when I stumble upon a stone..
I hoped that I to gaze up in the starry sky and sees them…
I hoped that I to feel them in the deep calming pool and words illuminates from within..
I hoped that I to hear them in the wind when the breeze dances with the leaves..

What are the choices in life - Be the real me...

2008-09-25T18:37:00.000+08:00

Be the real me?
Why are these things repeating exactly like how it is before??
Do I allow the old mistakes to be repeated again?
Will I follow my instincts this time?

Life is all about choices..
And how we choose, we will have to live on with it..
If we think it is, then it will be..
If we think it is not, then it will be not..
So, what is the verdict?
So, what are my choices???

Why are choices in life to be so painstakingly difficult???
Is this a test from the divine?
Is it a test from the universe?
Is it a test from our unconscious to the conscious mind???
At times, I feel like crying and retreat from this world..
Stay away from every human beings..
Just like a frightened little child of the strangeness in the surroundings..
Just be all alone, contemplate and meditate..
Cuz I refuse to face the world face on???
Perhaps..

However, I am moving at my own pace - a step at a time, learning from experiences…
Slowly and surely…
But in the end… all those choices, decisions and verdicts…
Will it be accepted?
Will it be shunned?
Will it be unquestionable?
I wished I know…
Unfortunately, I don’t…
That is the wonders of life and its path…
It is so full of surprises~!!!
As I was once told, there is no coincidences~!!!

Our path crossed – may it be fleeting or lengthy – I will always remember this:
We are all here together to experience learning from each other…
To understand, realize and better ourselves – as not to repeat the mistakes of the past…
So we could move on, improve and help others…

The Universe does have its own unique ways to help us learn..
ALL THE BEST~!!!

Be Happy – Now and ever after…

2008-09-18T23:41:00.000+08:00

Have you ever go to bed cranky, grumpy or mad?
Every person will definitely have to go through this.
On my own experience, I have gone to bed with negative emotions and I will wake up with the same negative emotions the next day.
It will be at times good and at times worst than the day before.
Why do these phenomena happen?
Is it due to the energy emitted by one before they sleep?

To my humble point of view, I do feel that this concept is also applicable to ‘DEATH’.
What do we need to do to prepare ourselves to 'DEATH'?
To have good thoughts, do not have clinging emotions or attachments and to be happy – this will get you into a mode with positive vibrations and positive energy.
I feel that this is like ‘going to sleep’ happy and ‘wake up’ happy too.
‘Going to sleep’ is a term we use for dying and ‘wake up’ is related to rebirth.

So, when we go to bed happy and we will wake up happy too..
Does that mean better rebirth?
I don't know.. No one knows..

It is a simple thought that I myself understand and I would love to share this five cents worth of thoughts with everyone here.

Being free from attachment, being free from worldly material possessions and being able to let go and move on in life..

I will always remember this myself..

Money.. Money.. Money..

2008-09-16T20:15:00.000+08:00

Money..
Money not enough?
How much is deemed enough?
Is money your best companion?

The poor would say that money is the root to all evil..
The rich would say money is nothing without happiness..
The materialistic would say that with money I can buy everything that I dreamt of..

So, how do we see this perspective?
What is right and what is wrong?

I saw money split up friendships..
I saw money split up family bonds..
I saw money split up relationships..

Where do we go from here???

From my humble point of view..
Too much of anything is bad..
Therefore, opt for moderation..
When we see it from that perspective,
Nothing will ever go wrong..
Maybe I might be right..
Maybe I might be wrong..
Well, it will be up to oneself to determine it..

So, stop thinking about money..
Go seek out one’s passion and strength..
Whatever one do, do it right and give the best in it..
Thus, money will come rolling in to you..

So, what are we waiting for??
Life live~!

My Constant Ramblings...

2008-09-05T10:03:00.000+08:00

What do you want in life?
What are your desires?
What is your purpose in life?
What are the choices available?

We are faced with choices every singles day.
Do we seize the opportunities when we are face to face with it?
Or do we procrastinate with the ultimate indecisiveness in life?
Do we deem to regret and sulk when the choices are made wrongly and missed the opportunity?

Choices in life can be wonderful and can be painful too.

For me, there is so much that I wanted to tell the world.
Unfortunately, I have not found my key to do so.
I squirm and struggle to break free from this limitation that is holding me down.
I kick! I scream! I fight!!!
But still, I am disappointed with the outcome that I see at the end of each turmoil.
Why?
What happened?
What is pulling me back from expressing?
It is like something cooking – not in a slow cooker but more likely to be in a pressure cooker..
I have seen light last night.
Perhaps, I might be too focus-centered; when it comes to careers.
That may be the cause of my frustrations, tightness in person and too serious at times.

I will focus-centered still – focused to the final outcome I wanted more consistently. : D

I did not realize that I have been doing all these things for so long.
The only thing is that I do not know is that I do not know what it is call, how is it done effectively and how to maintain it steadily..
Now, I know how it is suppose to be and I can see what I want to achieve..

New beginning . New challenge . New life . New exposure . New experience .

2008-09-03T20:20:00.000+08:00

New beginning . New challenge . New life . New exposure . New experience .

Everything is here for a reason.
Everything happens for a reason.
Everything exists for a reason.

Reflecting over the years, everyone has gone through a lot of ups and downs. Of course we will definitely wish for more ups than downs. Everyone definitely have their own sets of stories to ramble about. For me, I will just mind my own business – reflecting on what I have done through, what I am experiencing now and what do I expect in the future.

Live is so meaningful with so many reasons.
What does all the meaning means,
It is solely up to the very individual to comprehend.
Deciphering needs patience, skills and experience..

Well, what are we waiting for?
Live life and paint the white canvas with the happiest colour of life~!!!

tanglungtrees - my sanctuary.

2008-08-04T15:01:00.000+08:00

To my suprise and amazement, the words gathered in me is pouring out from the modestly molded vase. I could do nothing to contain it anymore. I will just have to let my thought run wild and let loose of the words and may it flow endlessly like the water in the river gushing to the vast wide sea straight ahead.

This whole thing will be of my thoughts and bizzare thoughts that I could only express to.. in hope that there will be other people who shares my chain of thoughts and point of view..